ohmygosh its been a year since ive written anything in here.. i didnt know people still used xanga!:P i forgot all about it! ohwell i guess im back on the bandwagon.. i miss home. my best, my baby, the home homies. ohwell maybe i'll have something cool to write in here soon.

i think i have a cavity. my first one EVER.!!!!! (i think it is what a cavity feels like)

ps.. i still cry when i watch the notebook

this is the summer to take CHANCES

this is the summer to make things RIGHT

this is the summer to follow your HEART

what do you have to lose?

ps... for a real tear jerker....watch the notebook.. i guarantee tears. i think i am going to purchase the book. man, i love nicholas sparks. and Allie has the cutest wardrobe in the movie(SHOES). and what the heck else was ryan gosling from?!

Hawaii was too fun to explain on xanga.. so if you want to know about it.. i guess you'll just have to call me.....and if you call me, then i guess we will just have to hang out!   im SO GLAD its summer, im going to spend it all working, practicing violin for weddings this summer, playing, spending super quality time with my family  and friends, watching sex and the city and nip/tuck and of course....mending broken friendships. ... thast right .. i have SOME goals for this summer!

<---me and mel, our last night in hawaii.. at our most tanned moment of the trip.....in our TOO small and dirty hotel room ...shes back in hawaii again for two weeks.. so maybe she'll end up catching up with me on the tannedscale haha

its ten o'clock and im dead tired... kinda. yesterday was graduation..class of '04 baby. Its all over .. and it feels pretty crappy to tell you the truth.  Graduation was great.. it was a really quick ceremony, and almost everyone i love was there...hated the cap, but its alright, we all looked like dummies together. now.... GRADNIGHT was a blast. getting on the busses was a pain in the ass cuzt hey had to seriosuly search us to make sure we didnt bring anything, not even our keys! so all i had wtih me was my dear old chapstick:P we had the best time ever on the USS hornet for the first few hours.. danced so freakin much and hung out just chillin waitin for my supertite henna tattoo to dry :P THEN at round 1-ish we headed to the commodore, which took us around the bay.. it was SO beautiful.. the perfect night :) ...and then DANCED the night away... after watching the hypnotist and just hanging out till i got my second wind:P and then danced...danced.. danced... haha..

im honestly going to miss high school so much.. especially mV.. as much as i hate saying it, i loved mV. yeah, forget the crappy snobby girls and the wannabe gangstas... theyre everywhere... im so glad i made the most and the best of high school. im going to miss EVERY person i met the last four years in high school... every person made an impact in my life...good OR bad. im grateful for both!:P now its off to the rest of my life ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAWAII 14-21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  party?! ohHhhhhHyeah .. anyone else going there.. hit it up.. OUTRIGGER REEF ON THE BEACH !